february

dia : siti, u lahir bulan apa?i lupe la...
aku : bulan apa?i lahir siang..xde bulan pun..hehe
dia : haha..nice joke,huh..
aku : its reality..not a joke,man..
dia : hey,its february already...i dont even realize...
aku : but u do now,rite...so, whats so special on february...?
dia : i know u were born in february...rite?
aku : oh..then whats the point asking me...hehe
dia : hey come on ct,u are being so cold...and its on ur birthmonth...
aku : okay2..i'm sorry...so, whats ur point?tell me...
dia : februarian always so adorable,romantic and also fond of love...but i didnt see those things in you...wwoopss..i mean..u are an adorable person..but not all da time..and sometimes its just like u wont let people see the real u...i can see that u are such a sensitive person..but u are pretending to be so insensitive..i just...ahhhhh...
aku : come on..i'm waiting..finish ur sentences...
dia : see..thats really not u...u are different..so much different from 2 years back..
aku : hey, that was ct..now its still ct...here with u..still the same ct...what do u expect me to be?
dia : i miss the old ct...the one that was so girlish...the one that talks a lot..
aku : hey, i am still girlish...ahahhahaha...i am still that ct...but ...ahhh...forget it...
dia : see.thats my point...u didnt share things anymore...i used to love the old ct...and that old ct is still in my mind...
aku : oopppss....please dont bring it up...whats pass is pass...please dont let me.......(tak habis ckp pun lagi..)
dia : woooo..wooo..wooo...ct, u gave me unreasonable reason last time...and please dont say u still not ready for any commitment..not again..u better find another good reason..
aku : u said i was different..thats the reason...u didnt understand me...the inner me...in fact..u said u used to love..means u are not in love with me anymore...which is i am glad to hear...so, would be better if u find any other girl...oh andyeah, i am not girlish anymore..am i? well, i think i heard someone said i am insensitive,rite?..oopps sorry...where do i get the nerve to say all that...i'm sorry sir..haha

well, that sentence made him stop arguing...stop complaining......then we went see out of the buliding and stroll for the fresh air..talking about other things...much better topics than we had before ...

february...
a month of romance...
the sweet love story...
the charming guy...
with beautiful young lady..
the gentleness of a guy...
the softness of a lady..
the peaceful mind and heart..
lots of chemistry...
full of tenderness..
the warmth of kisses..
plenty of gifts..
bouquet of flowers...
colourful...
sweet melodies song...
slow dance...
and...."love forever" words...

while in my february...
month of my birthday..
sweet imaginary love story..
waiting for smart guy..
with average looking me as the lady..
the sincererity and gentleness of the guy..
the real inner beauty and softness of me...
faith in heart and mind..
unlimited understanding...
lots of appreciatings...
loveable (without lust) touch...
believe as a gift...
charming fragrance...
strong yet soft instrumental melodies...
flying in slow romantic dance...
with romantic meaningful words..
and blessed infinity love...
not to forget...well planned future life..

hehehe..klakar kan..hehhehe
meh gelak ramai2..hehhehe

what u give..u get back...is it really goes that way?