emmm.........mmmmm.....
ranjau dn liku2 kehidupan..
life is sometimes vry cruel to us..
but allah did it with reasons....
those who didnt see it that way would be think of it in that perception...
perception is a way we look on to things and the way we interpret them into our words....
words are things that we produce from our heart and yet we use our mouth to send it via sound wave..is it a science? do u like science? i studied science while i was in MJSC KT..bt still i dont even get to know what is science..owh...i have no idea y am i writing all these things..

back to the percepton topic just now..

but at sometimes..we tend to look at it in other angle..
at anyhow we claim it to be so bad for ourselves..
why do people be angry when they found it bad for themselve?
i have no answer....but full of questions...i am a girl with full of questions..am i?owh...see, still asking and yet no answer for it..aiiiyyyyaaa..

today, while my younger sister and i were on our way to pick my mum....then, my sis nmpk ade pakcik jual cucur udang..
asking me to stop and after buying it for 3 hengget,i sambung la drive kan..
then die makan that cucur udang td..

i asked her.."brp plastik kuah cecah die bagi?"
"ni je la..satu...",she replied...

i asked again..."apasal satu je?"
"dah die bagi satu jer...die letak byk dlm 1 ni"..,my sis said

me: apasal x mintak die buat dua plastik..??
my sis: dh bg 1 ni je dah la..ade jugak..
me : so, u xnak la cecah kuah die??
my sis : ish..akak sibuk buat ape...!dah ade ni..dah la...!(kitorg mmg selalu gaduh2 coz i kuat nyakat n die kuat menengking...so,,its normal..)
me : kan akak ngn mummy puase...x reti nak pikir ke? buat la dua plastik ker..utk u ngn akak la..ishhh....xkan nak mkn kuah yg kau dh cecah tu...
my sis : biar la...!dah adik x pikir mcm tu td...!dah beli dh pun.(nada naik berang)
me : itu la..bile org ckp..kau nk mrh...cube prepare utk pikir...pikir dr persepsi lain...jgn piir utk kau sorg jer...isshhhh....
my sis : sukati adikla! adik yg nk pikir...biarla...biarla..issshhnyibuk jer..diam la..!(mmg ayat wajib adik aku ni..."diam" ngn biarla")
me : itula...org ajar pikir mcm akak pikir, org ckp pun xmau dgr...ape yg kau nak?kalau semua pun xnak? (purposely ckp sbb aku ni kuat nyakat...kitorg gurau kasar sbb org melaka..biasela..)
my sis : biarla...xnak pikir mcm akak pikir!! nyusahkan org ajer!!
me: itula kau...............(baru nk smbung ayat...die dh memekik)
my sis : ishh...nyibuk2!!! sibuk btul ala akak ni..! diam la ..! sakit hati la dgr akak ckp ! jgn byk tnye bleh tak!!!!memebebel jerr..!!(mmg nada dh berang habis dah tu...die ni mmg suara kuat...habis telinga aku die memekik..)

then, die trus kuatkan volume radio..dgn hrpn xmau dgr my voice membebel lagi dah.....
aku ketawa jer..tp deep inside, terasa jugak..maklumlah..aku ni sensitif...huhu....lepas lagu habis..kitorg gelak sama2 sbb nyanyi lagu td sama2...ahhahahha....

so,siapa yg salah dlm conversation td?aih..pening aku..apasal adik aku ckp cmtu ek?
am i that bad? am i sgt nyusahkan org with all my questions?
i will ask questions if i'm not satisfied or understand with anything....that is who i am...emm....?????

without words...people will ask questions...
even with words..still questions come up..
with questions i found answer
with answer i found another question....
till i satisfied and till it is the last answr..
then only i will stop asking..till the final answer...
the final one...

rich people said...u'll get more money when uare not satisfied and then u ask..then asking will make money..
information seeker said...ull get to know the cronology of the tale if keep asking the questions with another questions..
best student said...if it is an essay question u'll get your idea by asking question..the more question mark came up, the marks u'll get..

my last question in this entry....
is it that bad to ask things??